Hello there, long time no see, a lot of sh*t has happened in the past few days but meh, I won’t talk about it so yeah :3 even though this week wasn’t the best week it also had good things or so I think .-. I got to talk to all of my best friends *-* (I rarely see them so yep ^^ that was cool) and uh… I dunno lately i’ve been feeling even shyer than usual but hehe that’s alright.

Something important happened today ._. I finally understand (sort of) why I’m doing this, It’s because I treat this blog-ish thing as a shrink AND a friend AND a lot of other things that I’m too shy/short on money/socially incompetent to have IRL (you know…besides the friend part) :3

And to finish this entry, I have finally decided how to manage this blog, From now on I’ll post one weekly entry plus the weekly fact

Weekly Fact: Uhhh…  I’m too shy to send off anon messages to the people I admire so I just anon-love them ._.

it’s been like a month since my last log in and… there’s spam in my blog… not like anyone would care but yeah… anyways, I’m going to try to be more responsible with the updates and stuff so … just letting you know if you are still there… oh and sorry for all the spam, see you tomorrow :3

So, school starts tomorrow and I’m completely overwhelmed by all the things i have to do and instead of doing them I’m just here ._. writing this, well i guess I’ll continue with this diary-thing next Monday (I’m staying on my uncle’s house so i can’t do much) so uh… yeah, see you later or something :3 

I found a connection to my lost memories but… i’m too afraid to talk to that person… i mean… i forgot him and now i want to talk to him but the main reason i want to talk to him is because i want my memories back and that’s basically using him and that’s just not right… I’m such a douche…

daily fact: i tried to watch yaoi… and i almost died from my blushing >< 

So, not much has happened since the last time i talked… uh… OK I’ll just go ahead and tell you but consider yourself warned this will not be happy or funny or whatever and it will sound like I’m just a complaining b*tch but i have to write it down so… yeah. 

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so…. i just started reading Homestuck because of reasons… nah, i am reading it because of some awesome tumblrs that are all about it so i decided to investigate and it turns out… HOMESTUCK IS AMAZING but I’m still like on the second chapter so… yeah… i am a homestuck n00b :3 so yeah… that’s about it for today oh, since i won’t tell you about the thing i said i would tell you (._.) i posted a picture about myself :3 so yeah… I’m horrible i know ._. sorry but i never said i was pretty or something like it


daily fact: … i don’t know what to say… i guess i will edit this later… byeeee have a nice whatever it is ^^ 

i found one of the shows i used to watch when i was a child and *-* oh god it’s still good as hell but it is in Spanish so i doubt anyone cares ._. i just love “31 minutos”… i almost told my mother about me being… uh… you know… different but i just became insecure so i didn’t … god i need to work on my personality also i just realized i make a lot of noyce when i type on my laptop… i need to work on that too… gah!! ok, tomorrow i PROMICE i will tell you what i said i was going to tell you like a year ago (it’s just personal and i want to write about it but i have told just on person IRL so… it does make me insecure…never mind, i will told you and if i don’t then i will post a picture about myself) also… a friend hurt himself or at least that’s what he said to me… and i can’t stop thinking about it… i think it’s my fault… >< never mind!!! stay positive Martin, stay positive!!!

daily fact: i play “THE GAME”… 

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i got some blood tests taken and it all appears to be fine , my hemoglobin levels are a little high but i hope it’s alright… crappy things have been going on but i am feeling alright, i try to not get affected by that kind of stuff but it is starting to get harder… last night i had trouble sleeping and now i have obstructive bronchitis so… it’s been crappy days but who cares, there must be something good that happened in those days so i will try to keep positive and hope for the best. See you soon, take care and have a nice whatever it is

daily fact: i love the movie “le fabuleux destin d’amélie poulain” 
 

I think i just got a job but >< gah! I’m too shy and i don’t think i will be good enough (i got a job as a translator and I’m afraid my shyness will take the best of me ><) so… changing subjects… i chose cow, that means i will spend my vacations with my dad and yeah… i think it’s time for me to go now or else i will talk about stupid stuff, tomorrow i will tell you what i promised to tell you like… a month ago

daily fact: i can’t take compliments without blushing or being awkward 

yesterday i went to the cinema with my brother :3 we watched Sherlock Holmes and it was … nice, i mean i loved the movie but i hate the “to be continued” type of endings ugh i have to do something important but i can’t decide >< somebody tell me pig or cow? (the pig or cow thing is related to Grey’s Anatomy, i also say “pig or cow?” when i have to choose between 2 things) oh! and >< there IS someone actually seeing my blog =.=” being sick is just horrible

daily fact: i have never been out of my native country._.